Today is another day

Today I had a moment...

I was in the car driving back to my apartment from my rotation (an hour away) because my computer died and I wanted to take it to the Best Buy right near the place I live rather than the one close to the clinic because my rotation is over next week and if they had to send it out to be fixed then I would have to drive an hour out of the way to go pick it up.

I digress...

I was driving listening to the radio... it was a beautiful day outside, sunshine and 50 degrees. Then this song comes on the radio

Don't think I don't think about it
Don't think I don't have regrets
Don't think you don't get to me
Between the work and the hurt and the whiskey
Don't think I don't wonder 'bout
Could've been, should've been all worked out
I know what I felt, and I know what I said
But don't think I don't think about it

Next thing I know I'm sobbing driving down the damn freeway. Seriously?

I had to have a conversation with myself.

So there I am, in between sobs, talking out loud to myself saying "Ok look, life is hard right now, but hold it together for three more weeks. In three weeks you can fall the hell apart and no one will blame you, but right now you've got to hold yourself together." I'm sure the person in the Venza right next to me thought I was a NUT JOB.(By the way the song was a little Darius Rucker... who doesn't cry when listening to Hootie.)

On the other hand, the computer is officially dead. I was told by the incredibly shy and completely adorable Geek Squad guy that it would cost anywhere from $60 to $300 to fix my computer and that in his professional opinion I would be better off not fixing it and just getting a new computer. Awesome. 3 weeks until graduation and my computer DIED.

Oh well. Right now I just need to keep my chin up, my head down, and power through until the end.

Time for studying and the Bruins game.